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- Ms. Mckracken, tell us--
- It's not Mckracken. It's Carol.
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Mckracken is something
I just use for legal stuff--
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Divorce papers, bankruptcy notice,
that sort of thing.
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- And Carol is your maiden name.
- No. My professional name
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As in Christmas carol.
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I manage the Deck the Halls store
in Reseda,
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spreading cheer throughout the year
with the widest assortment
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of Christmas decorations
south of the North Pole.
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Oh, and these
are the spirits of Christmas.
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Somebody have a little too much
eggnog and crashed the sleigh?
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No. We don't drink and drive.
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We stroll and sing.
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You're professional carolers.
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We're all proud members of
the screen actors guild,
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on honorary withdrawal.
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Deck the Halls keeps us
in bread pudding year round
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so that we can give the gift
of live music for free.
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That's what we were trying to do
before our trip to Venice.
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- Oh, your group performed in Italy?
- California.
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There we were
in our red hats and scarves...
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Singing a winter wonderland
watching the sunset on the beach
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when a tattooed man in blue
approached and advised us
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that we were in Crip territory.
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Well, I happen to speak Crip, so I
told him, "Chill. We were friendlies."
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But then 5 men in blue approached
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and asked if the red scarves meant that
we were sent by the bloods to diss them.
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I said fo-shizzle, we were just
spreading the word
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and please not get up in our grills.
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Then I reached for my pitch-pipe--
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- They beat the crap out of you.
- Maybe they weren't music lovers.
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How did you escape unhurt?
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I took their advice and hauled
my cracker ass out of there.
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Ms. Carol, does your status at the
screen actor's guild entitle you to
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- accident insurance?
- Oh, no.
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That's why we're here.
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We saw a notice on the
Sag bulletin board
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for the Hedda Grubman
cosmetic surgery fund.
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For all four surgeries?
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In return for your services,
we're prepared to render ours.
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- You want to sing for your surgeries?
- Not just sing.
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"Deck the Halls". We will open
our store room to you.
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Mcnamara/Troy will be turned
into a winter wonderland
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with live music
courtesy of "The Spirits."
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Mrs. Grubman did love Christmas.
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Season 5 Episode 08
Duke Collins
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Sean, really. What are we, 5?
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Oh, come on. We've been doing
secret Santa since college.
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It's a holiday tradition.
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So's mince meat, whatever
the hell that is.
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Well, I think it's sweet. I mean, it's
nice to have some sort of a tradition,
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especially when you celebrate
Christmas every year
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in a bathing suit and sunblock.
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Think of it as a challenge
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finding something original and
meaningful for under $10.
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Good. So, you won't mind another
"pull my finger Santa?"
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Look-- we haven't all been together
on Christmas in a long time.
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Maybe it is stupid,
but I want to do it, OK?
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I want to do the tree,
the big turkey dinner.
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If we can't take the time to celebrate
being together as a family when we are,
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we're going to regret it
when we're not.
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All right. Let's do it.
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If you get your own name,
we throw them all back
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- and we try again.
- Yes, yes.
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Hello.
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How bad?
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Um, we're on our way.
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Matt's in the hospital.
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He's got second degree burns
over 30 percent of his body,
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mostly back and legs.
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We had to wait for his vitals
to stabilize in the ER
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before transferring him over here.
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Honey, can you hear me?
Everything's going to be all right.
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- Pulse is 160...
- Hang in there, buddy.
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- He'll need excision and grafting.
- We'll do it.
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Fine. We'll just prep him
and check your privileges.
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My God, I just don't understand
how this could have happened.
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Methamphetamine lab explosion.
Excuse me.
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- Meth lab explosion?
- We thought he was clean.
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- And you didn't tell me?
- He told us it was over.
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That he'd gotten help and
had it under control.
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He asked us to trust him, Julia.
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We'll be back when we're finished.
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He's lucky to be alive.
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We have to focus on that.
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I'm angry at him, too, you know?
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How are you feeling, sweetie?
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The surgery went well.
We had to do some grafting.
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We took some skin from your ass.
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You know, the place
where you keep your brains?
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Thank you.
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They said you were lucky.
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That you could have been killed.
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How could you do this to yourself?
I just don't understand.
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In the ambulance I heard them.
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They didn't think
I was going to make it.
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And all I could think about was Jenna,
about leaving my baby.
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Don't give up on me, OK?
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No one's giving up on you.
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We're your family.
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You'll be out in time for Christmas
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- and we'll all be together.
- No, we won't.
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You're not invited.
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Your promises are shit, man.
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I'm done saving your ass.
I'm done being sucked in by your lies,
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your pathetic cries for help.
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You know what it's like to be a parent--
peeling skin away
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from the body of your own child?
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The child you delivered with
your own hands? I'm through!
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Don't worry. He'll come around.
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I'll talk to him.
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The bullet entered at a strange angle.
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Whoever did this
must have been up pretty close.
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He was sitting on my lap.
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Oh, so this was a lover's quarrel.
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What are you talking about?
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It was a kid, 9 or 10 years old.
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Sorry. I thought that--
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Look, I needed some extra cash
last Christmas, so I
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took a gig playing Santa.
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Merry christmas, Jacob.
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I had a line a mile long.
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The store was going to close
in a half hour.
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From the minute he climbed those steps,
I knew something was wrong.
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Thinking back, it was like
he was on a mission or something.
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I asked him what he wanted
for Christmas.
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Same as last year. Don't you remember?
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Every christmas I give you a list--
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a Nintendo, an iPod, a digital camera.
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And every time you tell me
you'll get me that stuff, if I'm good.
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Yeah, right. Being good doesn't
get you anything, does it?
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You lying sack of Christmas shit.
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They shot Santa!
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Did they catch the kid?
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Yeah. But I didn't press charges.
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I mean, the kid's had it tough enough.
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Why make it worse?
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Well, that's very magnanimous of you,
Mr. Collins.
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I'm not sure many people would
have responded quite that way.
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We'd have to reopen the wound,
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clean the scarring and damaged tissue,
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and then create something
called a "Limberg flap,"
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which we'd rotate
onto the enlarged hole.
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I could schedule you
for sometime after the--
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No. I want it done now.
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I want to be out in time
to be Santa on Christmas eve.
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Look, doc,
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I've spent a year nervous
around kids, you know?
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It's like post-traumatic
stress syndrome.
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I've got to get back on the reindeer.
I like kids.
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I don't want to spend my life
afraid of them,
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have them afraid of me.
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Mmm...I talked to Sean about Matt.
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He'll come around.
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This doesn't feel right--
Sneaking around.
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That's why we should tell him.
Just be honest about it.
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I'm going to wait 'till
after the holidays.
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It was going to be hard enough this year
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with everything going on with Matt.
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It'd just be cruel.
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What about Olivia?
You have to tell her, too.
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No. She has too much going on with Eden.
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I want to wait 'till
after the holidays. Please.
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It's important to me.
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Shit!
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Jesus!
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I thought you said he was
in surgery all afternoon.
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- Someone must have canceled.
- Hello.
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I'm not getting in that closet.
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Christian. Christian?
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What are you doing?
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Just working out.
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I always do this after I masturbate.
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Make sure I hit all the muscle
groups.
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I thought we'd go get a tree together.
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I found this great organic tree farm
down on third.
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They've got Douglas firs and
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- Colorado blue spruce--
- Sean, Sean, Sean!
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You don't expect me to work out
in front of the mirror
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and not want to whack off again.
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You're sick.
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You go by yourself.
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I can take all night.
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I need a lot of foreplay.
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I'll wait. I'm not due back in surgery
for a couple of hours.
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- Can I get you some water or something?
- Get him out of here.
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I'm not good in small, dark spaces.
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I feel like I'm in a sealed coffin.
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Are you done?
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You go, man. I just want to take
a nap and cuddle.
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Come on. Get up and let's go!
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You go. I'm all snuggled up here.
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It's pathetic picking out
a tree by yourself.
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We used to always do it together,
the 3 of us, rember?
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Yeah, I know, I know.
That was 20 years ago.
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Now we do things by ourselves,
like, tie our shoelaces
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and pick up trees.
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Fine.
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I'll call Julia. See if she'll come.
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Why is her phone here?
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I don't know. I guess I must have
picked it out by mistake
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when we played secret Santa.
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All right. I'll go by myself.
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If I hear one word
about the size or shape.
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I'm not one of your girlfriends, Sean.
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That was fun.
Let's never do that again.
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Have you seen my other shoe?
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There you go.
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Where are you going?
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Where I should have gone
instead of coming here.
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- To talk to Kimber.
- You sure you'll come out alive?
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I don't know, but I have to try.
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I mean, the fact is,
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if I can avoid hurting
Sean and Olivia, I will.
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But I'm not going to have
my son wake up
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and feel that everyone
in his life has deserted him.
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You know what? I'm coming with you.
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Takes at least 2 to tango
with Kimber,
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preferably 8. One for each tentacle.
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Go away!
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Bah humbug.
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Ebenezer Cruz,
where's your Christmas spirit?
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I love that our savior was born.
I just hate the party we throw
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and the music.
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I mean, take a look at this guy.
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Getting plugged by a 10-year-old
because he didn't get a Nintendo.
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People go broke, they eat too much,
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spend it alone--
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Come on, Liz. After all these years,
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you still need an engraved invitation?
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You're spending the day with us,
just like you do every Christmas.
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You, too, Linda.
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Can't. I'm golfing.
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It won't be the same without you.
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We're having everybody over.
Julia's coming.
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And olivia.
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I don't think I can make it either.
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Are you still pissed
about what happened with Julia?
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I wish that I were
a better person, Sean.
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But maybe we both can learn
a lesson in forgiveness from Santa.
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So you think duke here did
the right thing
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by forgiving the kid that shot him.
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That the punk's going to suddenly
see the light and go straight?
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What movie are you living in?
"It's a wonderful life"?
247
00:16:04,723 --> 00:16:07,189
Should have pressed charges
and locked that kid up,
248
00:16:07,351 --> 00:16:10,388
so no one else would wind up
with a hole in their face.
249
00:16:10,629 --> 00:16:12,238
It's about love, Sean.
250
00:16:12,496 --> 00:16:13,941
It's about grace.
251
00:16:29,205 --> 00:16:30,191
Mr. McNamara,
252
00:16:30,943 --> 00:16:32,252
are you asleep?
253
00:16:33,185 --> 00:16:36,167
You've been asleep
the last 4 times I've come to visit.
254
00:16:36,891 --> 00:16:39,404
5's my limit. I won't be back again.
255
00:16:41,604 --> 00:16:44,217
Mr. McNamara, persons suffering
256
00:16:44,393 --> 00:16:46,308
disfigurement from a traumatic event
257
00:16:46,410 --> 00:16:48,745
have to learn
how to recreate themselves,
258
00:16:49,857 --> 00:16:52,393
to adapt to new body images.
259
00:16:56,144 --> 00:16:57,013
Look,
260
00:16:57,389 --> 00:16:59,960
lady, my dad's a plastic surgeon, ok?
261
00:17:00,489 --> 00:17:03,589
I'm going to be fine,
so try recreating someone else.
262
00:17:06,140 --> 00:17:09,064
I don't usually force
my services on unwilling patients.
263
00:17:09,312 --> 00:17:11,273
The results are rarely successful.
264
00:17:12,947 --> 00:17:13,828
However,
265
00:17:15,636 --> 00:17:17,867
after reading your medical history,
266
00:17:18,114 --> 00:17:21,202
I think you're definitely
in need of some recreation.
267
00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:23,573
You tested dirty for meth.
268
00:17:25,205 --> 00:17:26,673
I'm Rachel Ben-Natan,
269
00:17:27,529 --> 00:17:30,876
your burn rehabilitation counselor.
I'm here to assist you.
270
00:17:34,384 --> 00:17:35,934
How did it happen?
271
00:17:37,221 --> 00:17:39,006
It was a falafel attack.
272
00:17:39,900 --> 00:17:42,401
You know, those pita sandwiches?
273
00:17:43,842 --> 00:17:45,263
I just had to have one.
274
00:17:45,967 --> 00:17:48,069
So I went to
275
00:17:48,301 --> 00:17:49,916
the university cafeteria,
276
00:17:50,691 --> 00:17:51,747
I sat down
277
00:17:52,170 --> 00:17:55,376
across the table
from a very handsome boy.
278
00:17:56,765 --> 00:17:58,033
I was quite beautiful.
279
00:17:58,280 --> 00:18:00,206
I could always get anyone I wanted.
280
00:18:01,997 --> 00:18:03,266
When he turned away,
281
00:18:03,430 --> 00:18:06,154
I just assumed he was gay
and went back to my falafel.
282
00:18:07,231 --> 00:18:10,706
I was just about to take the first bite
when he blew himself up.
283
00:18:11,898 --> 00:18:13,326
7 students died.
284
00:18:14,841 --> 00:18:16,132
There was blood and
285
00:18:17,121 --> 00:18:19,399
body parts, and pieces
of flesh everywhere.
286
00:18:19,523 --> 00:18:22,623
I don't know how I survived.
I was very lucky.
287
00:18:23,269 --> 00:18:24,901
You think you were lucky?
288
00:18:26,734 --> 00:18:30,949
Well, I've lost my taste for falafel,
but I still have my life.
289
00:18:32,078 --> 00:18:34,535
- Have you walked the hallways today?
- No.
290
00:18:35,075 --> 00:18:36,331
No. It still hurts.
291
00:18:36,755 --> 00:18:38,428
It will hurt more if you don't.
292
00:18:39,991 --> 00:18:41,239
What if I say no?
293
00:18:41,415 --> 00:18:42,766
Try it and see.
294
00:18:43,026 --> 00:18:45,659
I should warn you though,
I spent 2 years in the israeli army.
295
00:19:08,081 --> 00:19:10,194
And merry Christmas
296
00:19:10,429 --> 00:19:12,789
to the biggest dick in town.
297
00:19:13,591 --> 00:19:14,871
Keep it up, Danny boy.
298
00:19:19,686 --> 00:19:20,672
How about that, uh?
299
00:19:23,387 --> 00:19:26,452
All right, go on with your business.
We'll have a little swinging.
300
00:19:27,145 --> 00:19:28,871
So, who's the over-40 crowd?
301
00:19:29,106 --> 00:19:31,654
No one. Just some ghosts
from Christmas past.
302
00:19:32,677 --> 00:19:35,201
Could stay close,
'cause I might need you.
303
00:19:35,464 --> 00:19:37,308
Merry christmas, Julia.
304
00:19:37,745 --> 00:19:40,563
- Would you like to hold baby Jenna?
- Yeah. May I?
305
00:19:40,804 --> 00:19:42,671
No. You may not.
306
00:19:43,375 --> 00:19:45,195
Emily, take Jenna to daycare.
307
00:19:45,503 --> 00:19:47,475
So I take it you 2 are Mattie's parents.
308
00:19:47,722 --> 00:19:51,773
I promise you that your granddaughter
will get everything that money can buy.
309
00:19:52,031 --> 00:19:54,644
Great. So she can grow up
to be just like her mommy.
310
00:19:55,331 --> 00:19:57,762
I don't think we should hope
for miracles, do you?
311
00:19:58,373 --> 00:20:00,134
Wouldn't want to pressure the child.
312
00:20:00,620 --> 00:20:02,733
Ram's going to marry me, and then
313
00:20:02,980 --> 00:20:05,428
he's going to legally adopt
Jenna once we both get divorced.
314
00:20:05,530 --> 00:20:08,713
That's why we came, Kimber,
because we thought you'd like to know
315
00:20:08,948 --> 00:20:11,420
matt's had an accident.
He's in the hospital
316
00:20:11,552 --> 00:20:12,896
and he's been badly burned.
317
00:20:13,037 --> 00:20:14,117
Making meth, right?
318
00:20:14,662 --> 00:20:16,458
Well, thank god Jenna was with me.
319
00:20:16,710 --> 00:20:20,848
You're not fit to be near that child,
Kimber, and you know it.
320
00:20:21,082 --> 00:20:23,637
What? You're a good mother, why?
Because you went to college?
321
00:20:23,872 --> 00:20:26,357
Or is it because you've never had
to work a day in your life?
322
00:20:26,459 --> 00:20:28,935
Because I was busy raising a family.
323
00:20:29,168 --> 00:20:30,718
Yeah. You were lousy at it.
324
00:20:30,976 --> 00:20:34,790
You robbed him of everything, Kimber.
His identity, his money, his future.
325
00:20:35,295 --> 00:20:38,054
You're not going to
rob him of his child.
326
00:20:38,301 --> 00:20:40,536
Don't you think that the little girl
is going to be a little bit better off
327
00:20:40,638 --> 00:20:41,895
with Kimber and me,
328
00:20:42,156 --> 00:20:44,816
rather than some punk who is willing
to be filmed taking it up the ass
329
00:20:44,965 --> 00:20:46,732
so he can score
a little bit more boo-yah?
330
00:20:46,887 --> 00:20:49,001
That's my son, you dick-sucking pimp.
331
00:20:50,179 --> 00:20:52,503
Didn't you guys know
that Matt worked here?
332
00:20:53,773 --> 00:20:55,698
Ram cast him in "First time fairies."
333
00:20:57,172 --> 00:20:58,299
As a bottom.
334
00:20:59,370 --> 00:21:01,272
Stop it, kimber. You're lying.
335
00:21:01,405 --> 00:21:04,055
It's the only thing she's good at,
except for spreading her legs.
336
00:21:05,318 --> 00:21:07,385
Well, my daughter's going to
have everything.
337
00:21:07,776 --> 00:21:10,770
She's going to have designer clothes,
gourmet food,
338
00:21:11,086 --> 00:21:12,647
and 2 parents who love her.
339
00:21:12,904 --> 00:21:15,428
What's matt going to give her? Drugs?
340
00:21:15,868 --> 00:21:19,006
So stop trying to rescue my child
when you can't save your own.
341
00:21:19,276 --> 00:21:22,018
Could you please escort
these grandparents out of here?
342
00:21:27,585 --> 00:21:28,783
Merry Christmas.
343
00:22:34,558 --> 00:22:36,026
Hi, Julia.
344
00:22:39,204 --> 00:22:40,602
I made some fruitcake.
345
00:22:40,938 --> 00:22:43,550
It's a recipe from
one of my mom's ex's.
346
00:22:44,396 --> 00:22:46,855
She was a real bitch,
but a dynamite pastry chef.
347
00:22:49,021 --> 00:22:51,569
At least there was something
you liked about her.
348
00:22:53,079 --> 00:22:54,277
I made it for you.
349
00:22:54,828 --> 00:22:57,035
It's sort of a peace offering.
350
00:22:57,998 --> 00:22:59,724
You want peace, Eden?
351
00:22:59,826 --> 00:23:03,443
It's going to take a lot more than
a fruitcake after what you've done.
352
00:23:04,480 --> 00:23:07,052
You have every reason to hate me, Julia.
353
00:23:07,462 --> 00:23:09,799
My being with Sean was inexcusable.
354
00:23:10,045 --> 00:23:12,065
Some sort of acting out, I guess.
355
00:23:12,749 --> 00:23:14,827
I really should be back in therapy.
356
00:23:15,297 --> 00:23:17,128
My anger towards you--
357
00:23:18,303 --> 00:23:21,038
I feel terrible
about the way I've behaved.
358
00:23:23,922 --> 00:23:24,723
Look...
359
00:23:26,048 --> 00:23:27,786
you love my mom,
360
00:23:28,573 --> 00:23:30,005
my mom loves you.
361
00:23:32,405 --> 00:23:34,201
I've never had a real family.
362
00:23:34,992 --> 00:23:36,823
Maybe this could be one.
363
00:23:42,406 --> 00:23:45,635
I used to love fruitcake
when I was a girl.
364
00:23:48,216 --> 00:23:49,907
It's so fattening.
365
00:23:52,597 --> 00:23:54,171
One bite won't hurt.
366
00:24:10,089 --> 00:24:12,202
What are you doing for Christmas?
367
00:24:14,879 --> 00:24:16,294
Nothing really.
368
00:24:16,805 --> 00:24:19,705
I may just go to the movies
or something.
369
00:24:21,566 --> 00:24:23,622
I know mom's going to be with you.
370
00:24:24,138 --> 00:24:25,206
It's ok.
371
00:24:27,189 --> 00:24:28,798
Why don't you join us?
372
00:24:31,610 --> 00:24:33,782
That's really kind of you, Julia,
373
00:24:34,275 --> 00:24:37,258
but I don't think Sean
would appreciate my being there.
374
00:24:38,749 --> 00:24:41,297
I don't know. You know,
it might help him.
375
00:24:41,962 --> 00:24:43,559
Forgive and move on.
376
00:24:46,609 --> 00:24:47,872
I'd love to come.
377
00:25:02,271 --> 00:25:03,269
It's delicious.
378
00:25:06,952 --> 00:25:08,877
This is what I rember about fruitcake--
379
00:25:08,979 --> 00:25:11,307
once you start, it's hard to stop.
380
00:25:14,171 --> 00:25:15,991
Well, I'll save the rest for later.
381
00:25:16,093 --> 00:25:17,508
You can have it whenever you want.
382
00:25:20,393 --> 00:25:23,059
Mom doesn't really like it anyway, so...
383
00:25:24,650 --> 00:25:25,977
It's all yours.
384
00:25:38,015 --> 00:25:40,427
Just a few more steps, mr. McNamara.
385
00:25:42,456 --> 00:25:46,127
- Are all israeli women this--
- Pushy? Yes. It's genetic.
386
00:25:50,579 --> 00:25:52,554
At ease, soldier.
387
00:25:55,017 --> 00:25:57,315
So how long did you train for?
388
00:25:58,140 --> 00:26:03,014
Not long.
Women are not really expected to fight.
389
00:26:03,227 --> 00:26:04,121
Thank God.
390
00:26:04,241 --> 00:26:06,955
Didn't you want to defend your country?
391
00:26:08,007 --> 00:26:11,406
What I wanted was to find a husband.
392
00:26:12,205 --> 00:26:16,305
All those handsome,
hard bodies in uniform,
393
00:26:16,616 --> 00:26:21,075
tanned and sex-starved from the desert.
394
00:26:21,532 --> 00:26:24,483
So after the army you went
to university to study psychology.
395
00:26:24,605 --> 00:26:26,497
No. To find a husband.
396
00:26:28,685 --> 00:26:30,525
Hey, Mattie.
397
00:26:31,436 --> 00:26:34,326
- Is this a bad time?
- We were just finishing.
398
00:26:34,852 --> 00:26:38,100
Rest up. Tomorrow we're going
to do twice around the floor.
399
00:26:38,230 --> 00:26:39,892
No, Rachel. Stay, please.
400
00:26:40,944 --> 00:26:45,105
Guys, this is Rachel Ben-Natan,
my counselor and torturer.
401
00:26:45,312 --> 00:26:48,895
This is my mother Julia McNamara
and one of my fathers Christian Troy.
402
00:26:49,045 --> 00:26:51,220
Mattie has 2 daddies. Nice to meet you.
403
00:26:51,340 --> 00:26:53,843
- How nice for you.
- Yeah, it's big fun.
404
00:26:54,144 --> 00:26:57,655
I-- we've been to see Kimber.
405
00:26:58,999 --> 00:27:01,186
How's Jenna? Is she all right?
406
00:27:02,312 --> 00:27:04,453
Kimber wants to keep Jenna, Matt.
407
00:27:07,997 --> 00:27:10,657
I just need sometime with her to talk,
show her I've changed.
408
00:27:10,777 --> 00:27:13,087
Apparently she's filing for divorce,
she's getting married
409
00:27:13,207 --> 00:27:16,448
to Ram, and they have a pretty good case
against you ever getting custody.
410
00:27:16,568 --> 00:27:19,180
No, I'm gonna fight for her.
She belongs with me.
411
00:27:19,368 --> 00:27:21,420
Do you really think that you're capable
412
00:27:21,570 --> 00:27:23,420
of taking care of a child?
413
00:27:23,767 --> 00:27:25,927
She can't wait for you to grow up.
414
00:27:27,232 --> 00:27:30,525
First dad and now you.
Anyone else wants to throw in the towel?
415
00:27:30,645 --> 00:27:32,111
Oh, Mattie, come on.
Do you really think that any judge
416
00:27:32,231 --> 00:27:34,180
in his right mind would give
you custody?
417
00:27:34,396 --> 00:27:35,439
Seriously!
418
00:27:35,561 --> 00:27:38,978
What is the Matter with you people?
Matt, listen to me.
419
00:27:39,250 --> 00:27:40,734
You want your child back?
420
00:27:40,854 --> 00:27:43,025
Either find a way or make a way.
421
00:27:43,147 --> 00:27:45,663
And stop looking to your parents
to rescue you.
422
00:27:53,728 --> 00:27:55,286
I'll be right back.
423
00:28:04,507 --> 00:28:05,812
Are you ok?
424
00:28:06,313 --> 00:28:08,084
Oh, yeah yeah. Really.
425
00:28:08,338 --> 00:28:11,733
Just-- feeling a little low and
426
00:28:11,853 --> 00:28:15,890
overwhelmed with everything
that's been going on.
427
00:28:16,566 --> 00:28:19,693
- Excuse me, miss.
- I'm not going to apologize.
428
00:28:19,861 --> 00:28:21,109
I meant every word I said.
429
00:28:21,250 --> 00:28:24,152
- Was that tough love?
- Honesty. Try it.
430
00:28:32,315 --> 00:28:34,944
Look, I'm a plastic surgeon.
431
00:28:35,254 --> 00:28:37,259
I know you don't make much
as a burn counselor.
432
00:28:37,379 --> 00:28:39,498
I'd be happy
to offer my services for free.
433
00:28:40,127 --> 00:28:43,178
Why? Is there something
you think I should have done?
434
00:28:44,089 --> 00:28:47,132
Well, since honesty
is the word of the day,
435
00:28:47,366 --> 00:28:51,389
I could do a series of skin grafts,
I could restructure your bone line.
436
00:28:51,520 --> 00:28:53,914
You could make me beautiful again.
437
00:28:54,130 --> 00:28:56,482
Thank you, doctor, but no.
438
00:28:56,642 --> 00:28:58,933
You might find this hard to believe, but
439
00:28:59,053 --> 00:29:00,369
I'm quite happy as I am.
440
00:29:00,940 --> 00:29:03,649
- A martyr?
- A survivor.
441
00:29:05,020 --> 00:29:09,035
A living example of what people
can go through and survive.
442
00:29:22,504 --> 00:29:23,896
Are you all right?
443
00:29:24,016 --> 00:29:26,125
- Yeah.
- You look a little pale.
444
00:29:26,941 --> 00:29:30,564
I'm probably getting a bug
that's going around or something.
445
00:29:30,684 --> 00:29:33,882
Here they are.
I can't believe I found them.
446
00:29:34,316 --> 00:29:35,591
What's going on?
447
00:29:36,004 --> 00:29:42,061
What? Oh, nothing.
I must have gotten up too quickly.
448
00:29:42,201 --> 00:29:44,990
Oh, those pictures are freshman year!
449
00:29:45,128 --> 00:29:48,350
Christmas Eve before and after
the tree caught on fire.
450
00:29:48,470 --> 00:29:49,770
You guys go ahead and laugh.
451
00:29:49,890 --> 00:29:51,487
You didn't suffer
property damage, right?
452
00:29:51,607 --> 00:29:54,991
Those "Penthouse" magazines
were vintage. Irreplaceable.
453
00:29:55,758 --> 00:29:57,038
Ok, thank you.
454
00:30:02,428 --> 00:30:03,334
Hello.
455
00:30:06,620 --> 00:30:10,554
Well, we were just going to do
our secret santa thing.
456
00:30:11,587 --> 00:30:14,291
Ok, well, I could meet you later.
457
00:30:15,678 --> 00:30:17,575
Ok. Yeah.
458
00:30:18,044 --> 00:30:19,659
You too. Bye.
459
00:30:21,443 --> 00:30:25,368
Ah, that was Olivia.
We're having dinner later.
460
00:30:26,178 --> 00:30:28,737
- I see you got your phone back.
- What?
461
00:30:29,664 --> 00:30:34,762
Oh, yeah. God, I've been leaving things
all over the place lately.
462
00:30:36,293 --> 00:30:39,072
So, who's going to go first?
463
00:30:39,303 --> 00:30:40,387
I will.
464
00:30:40,584 --> 00:30:43,345
Although I don't know
if we can top last year's
465
00:30:43,525 --> 00:30:45,628
"I love my dick" picture frame.
466
00:30:45,779 --> 00:30:46,802
That was good, huh?
467
00:30:49,929 --> 00:30:51,112
Thank you, Santa.
468
00:30:53,515 --> 00:30:54,640
Green paper, my favourite.
469
00:30:56,349 --> 00:31:00,405
"McNamara/Troy.
Put your tits in our hands".
470
00:31:00,647 --> 00:31:02,891
I thought that worked
for 80% of our clients.
471
00:31:03,013 --> 00:31:04,910
Doesn't get better than that, does it?
472
00:31:05,050 --> 00:31:06,253
My turn.
473
00:31:10,315 --> 00:31:13,292
Mmm... edible undies. Hilarious.
474
00:31:13,470 --> 00:31:15,301
Dessert for Olivia.
475
00:31:15,799 --> 00:31:17,038
Very funny.
476
00:31:17,160 --> 00:31:18,775
I have another one.
477
00:31:18,963 --> 00:31:20,663
Hey, you're not supposed
to go over, rember?
478
00:31:20,803 --> 00:31:23,160
- You know...
- Make us look cheap.
479
00:31:25,553 --> 00:31:27,217
Oh, they're beautiful.
480
00:31:30,864 --> 00:31:33,170
It's not like they're expensive
or anything.
481
00:31:33,290 --> 00:31:37,090
It's just-- I don't know, I saw them,
482
00:31:37,353 --> 00:31:39,306
I thought they'd look good on her, and
483
00:31:40,151 --> 00:31:41,738
I got them.
484
00:31:44,367 --> 00:31:48,113
I thought they'd look good
with your eyes.
485
00:31:48,615 --> 00:31:51,334
Thank you, Christian.
You shouldn't have.
486
00:31:56,492 --> 00:31:59,254
You guys are screwing each other.
487
00:32:01,054 --> 00:32:03,705
Sean, I just bought her some earrings.
488
00:32:05,615 --> 00:32:09,207
The phone, the touching...
489
00:32:12,785 --> 00:32:14,062
Am I stupid?
490
00:32:14,739 --> 00:32:16,339
Nobody's stupid. You shouldn't--
491
00:32:16,459 --> 00:32:19,095
What? Take it personally?
492
00:32:19,215 --> 00:32:20,353
Let it bother me.
493
00:32:20,494 --> 00:32:23,179
She's not my wife anymore,
who gives a shit?
494
00:32:26,495 --> 00:32:29,146
- How long?
- Sean, I'm sorry.
495
00:32:29,498 --> 00:32:31,494
It just happened.
496
00:32:31,739 --> 00:32:33,541
When were you gonna tell me?
497
00:32:35,249 --> 00:32:36,996
Christmas day?
498
00:32:37,119 --> 00:32:38,681
New years?
499
00:32:39,109 --> 00:32:40,635
Or did you just want me
to catch you in the act
500
00:32:40,755 --> 00:32:43,066
when I came home early by mistake?
501
00:32:45,868 --> 00:32:47,050
You were there that day.
502
00:32:48,304 --> 00:32:50,064
When the phone--
503
00:32:50,580 --> 00:32:52,495
What did you do, hide under the bed?
504
00:32:52,928 --> 00:32:53,800
In the closet.
505
00:32:56,429 --> 00:32:58,855
- Jesus.
- Sean, you know,
506
00:32:58,975 --> 00:33:01,268
I am sorry and we wanted
to tell you, but--
507
00:33:02,280 --> 00:33:04,802
Well, I just wanted to
wait 'till after the holidays.
508
00:33:04,922 --> 00:33:06,060
Right. Right.
509
00:33:06,180 --> 00:33:08,398
Were you gonna sit me and Oli down
and give us the good news
510
00:33:08,518 --> 00:33:10,590
- at the same time?
- What the hell is the difference?
511
00:33:11,519 --> 00:33:13,275
I mean, seriously.
512
00:33:13,429 --> 00:33:15,520
Look, I know it's difficult,
but you're not together now anyway.
513
00:33:15,640 --> 00:33:18,749
- It's not like we're cheating on you.
- You're such a clueless piece of shit!
514
00:33:34,243 --> 00:33:36,142
We love each other, Sean.
515
00:34:31,056 --> 00:34:33,054
You left early this morning.
516
00:34:33,241 --> 00:34:37,212
I didn't figure there was any point
in staying in bed if I wasn't sleeping.
517
00:34:38,865 --> 00:34:42,874
I'll say one thing
for leaving the house before 5:00.
518
00:34:43,554 --> 00:34:45,689
There's no traffic.
519
00:34:52,239 --> 00:34:56,548
Look, we've been through enough over the
years to split us apart and then some.
520
00:34:56,769 --> 00:35:00,459
But somehow,
we always end up back together.
521
00:35:01,067 --> 00:35:05,658
I can't imagine anything in the world
that could change that except
522
00:35:07,114 --> 00:35:09,123
maybe Julia. So,
523
00:35:09,959 --> 00:35:12,438
I won't see her
if it means that much to you.
524
00:35:14,447 --> 00:35:16,733
Oh, come on.
It's not like you're Mr. Celibate
525
00:35:16,853 --> 00:35:18,203
pining away waiting for her.
526
00:35:20,133 --> 00:35:22,940
Why didn't you just go
to New York and sleep with her there?
527
00:35:24,000 --> 00:35:26,572
Or did you have to follow me
out here and do it under my nose
528
00:35:26,692 --> 00:35:28,650
because that's the only way
you can really get off?
529
00:35:28,770 --> 00:35:31,166
We're not doing it
to cause you any pain, all right?
530
00:35:31,286 --> 00:35:34,128
We're doing it
to see if finally it feels right.
531
00:35:35,630 --> 00:35:36,457
But...
532
00:35:39,634 --> 00:35:41,708
I won't do it without your blessing.
533
00:35:47,009 --> 00:35:49,497
I don't know if I can give it to you.
534
00:35:51,008 --> 00:35:52,868
Give you my blessing.
535
00:35:57,757 --> 00:35:59,271
I just don't know.
536
00:36:09,757 --> 00:36:11,557
It looks good, doc.
537
00:36:12,252 --> 00:36:16,196
Now I can look at my face without seeing
that kid, the gun.
538
00:36:16,336 --> 00:36:18,778
Well, Santa
you're a better man than I am.
539
00:36:18,946 --> 00:36:21,213
Then you must be one hell of a scumbag.
540
00:36:21,333 --> 00:36:24,078
Excuse me. I'm in a private
consultation with a patient.
541
00:36:24,351 --> 00:36:25,543
Go on. Tell him.
542
00:36:26,698 --> 00:36:29,628
Don't be afraid. Just say it.
543
00:36:36,820 --> 00:36:38,482
I'm sorry, daddy.
544
00:36:39,243 --> 00:36:40,923
I'm sorry I shot you.
545
00:36:43,198 --> 00:36:44,529
You did it, honey.
546
00:36:44,947 --> 00:36:47,017
You turned the other cheek.
547
00:36:47,355 --> 00:36:49,841
Honey, go wait in the lobby.
I'll be out in a second.
548
00:36:51,823 --> 00:36:53,778
Your son is the one who shot you?
549
00:36:53,898 --> 00:36:54,996
It's a long story, doc.
550
00:36:56,320 --> 00:36:58,734
- How did you find me, Nancy?
- I followed the money,
551
00:36:58,854 --> 00:37:00,635
like I always do.
552
00:37:00,813 --> 00:37:02,856
I went to get back payment
from the court account,
553
00:37:02,976 --> 00:37:03,842
and they said that
554
00:37:03,962 --> 00:37:07,311
some ex-partymotion had been
granted for some emergency surgery?
555
00:37:08,095 --> 00:37:09,785
It's not your money, Duke.
556
00:37:10,320 --> 00:37:11,823
It's his!
557
00:37:12,424 --> 00:37:14,762
You should have been straight
with us before the surgery.
558
00:37:14,882 --> 00:37:15,869
I want you out now.
559
00:37:16,606 --> 00:37:19,020
Come on, man.
The little bastard shoots me
560
00:37:19,140 --> 00:37:20,897
ad she comes fter me for child support?
561
00:37:21,038 --> 00:37:24,606
I am still waiting
for that apology, Duke.
562
00:37:25,414 --> 00:37:27,592
"I'm sorry, son,
563
00:37:27,789 --> 00:37:29,855
for abandoning you,
564
00:37:29,977 --> 00:37:32,015
for giving up on you,
565
00:37:32,320 --> 00:37:35,062
for pretending
like you don't even exist!"
566
00:37:39,071 --> 00:37:40,987
Not now, go away!
567
00:37:44,080 --> 00:37:47,602
You put that gun in his hand
and you cocked it.
568
00:37:48,921 --> 00:37:51,522
All he had to do was pull the trigger.
569
00:37:52,803 --> 00:37:54,484
Like this.
570
00:39:29,403 --> 00:39:30,783
You need a hand with that?
571
00:39:31,872 --> 00:39:35,412
No. I have 2 good ones of my own.
572
00:39:37,185 --> 00:39:39,707
I came to ask you to come home.
573
00:39:39,895 --> 00:39:41,754
Spend Christmas with your family.
574
00:39:42,498 --> 00:39:43,904
Thanks.
575
00:39:44,928 --> 00:39:47,360
It's ok. I made plans.
576
00:39:51,376 --> 00:39:53,800
You know, when my dad left,
577
00:39:56,118 --> 00:39:58,080
I thought I knew how to deal with it.
578
00:39:58,437 --> 00:40:01,141
He wrote me off,
I'd write him off son of a bitch.
579
00:40:01,683 --> 00:40:03,737
I thought I had it pretty under control.
580
00:40:03,878 --> 00:40:06,517
The hurt, the loneliness,
581
00:40:07,976 --> 00:40:09,206
the anger.
582
00:40:10,055 --> 00:40:12,859
I'm just replaying it
583
00:40:13,281 --> 00:40:15,741
by doing to you what he did to me.
584
00:40:15,873 --> 00:40:19,046
- Look, dad, I don't hold it--
- He couldn't help it.
585
00:40:19,248 --> 00:40:22,910
He couldn't be different with me
because of how his father was with him.
586
00:40:23,915 --> 00:40:28,469
We're just passing the same shit
on and on and on.
587
00:40:28,591 --> 00:40:32,215
And I just want it-- I want it to stop.
588
00:40:39,369 --> 00:40:40,369
Here.
589
00:40:42,495 --> 00:40:43,859
What's this?
590
00:40:44,306 --> 00:40:47,070
Something he left me
591
00:40:47,568 --> 00:40:48,948
before he left me.
592
00:40:50,568 --> 00:40:54,136
He said it was a box for me
to put my dreams in.
593
00:40:54,708 --> 00:40:57,347
I just figured it was useless.
594
00:40:58,243 --> 00:41:02,112
The only dream I had was
seeing him again.
595
00:41:03,680 --> 00:41:05,295
But I have another one.
596
00:41:09,185 --> 00:41:10,723
For you to forgive me.
597
00:41:12,620 --> 00:41:16,755
I don't want to give up on you, man.
598
00:41:17,985 --> 00:41:20,981
I don't want you to give up on me.
599
00:41:29,821 --> 00:41:31,887
You keep this.
600
00:41:33,267 --> 00:41:35,849
This is for your dreams.
601
00:41:36,929 --> 00:41:38,744
I've got to find my own.
602
00:41:39,744 --> 00:41:42,218
All I know right now is that
603
00:41:42,396 --> 00:41:45,444
I'm never gonna be a man
or a decent father
604
00:41:45,739 --> 00:41:48,293
until I stop being your child.
605
00:41:55,873 --> 00:41:59,723
I'd still love for you
to spend Christmas with me.
606
00:42:00,193 --> 00:42:01,925
With us.
607
00:42:02,808 --> 00:42:04,517
Be around people who love you.
608
00:42:04,996 --> 00:42:06,648
I'm spending it with Rachel.
609
00:42:06,872 --> 00:42:08,672
If I can't be with Jenna on Christmas,
610
00:42:08,792 --> 00:42:10,992
I figure spending it with Rachel
and her kids
611
00:42:11,112 --> 00:42:13,085
might take the sting
out a little, you know?
612
00:42:13,310 --> 00:42:15,282
- She's got kids?
- 24 of them.
613
00:42:15,564 --> 00:42:18,127
All in the pediatric burn unit.
614
00:42:19,376 --> 00:42:21,198
It's good seeing you, dad.
615
00:42:21,921 --> 00:42:23,460
Merry Christmas.
616
00:43:21,310 --> 00:43:23,129
I'm glad you reconsidered.
617
00:43:28,811 --> 00:43:33,253
- Matt coming?
- No. Maybe next Christmas.
618
00:43:34,168 --> 00:43:37,530
Ok. Now, do you feel like
a holiday Martini?
619
00:43:37,689 --> 00:43:41,699
It's like an everyday Martini
just with a lot more vodka.
620
00:43:42,318 --> 00:43:45,520
Hey, thank you for coming.
621
00:43:48,469 --> 00:43:50,807
It wouldn't be the same without you.
622
00:43:51,135 --> 00:43:53,530
I know how hard this must be for you.
623
00:43:54,063 --> 00:43:56,666
Not being here would be even harder.
624
00:43:57,811 --> 00:43:59,400
Here we go.
625
00:44:02,189 --> 00:44:03,532
Cheers.
626
00:44:51,808 --> 00:44:54,245
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00:44:54,422 --> 00:44:55,974
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